its hard to believe bean has been with us 9 whole months. I cant even explain what these 9 months have meant to me, have meant to Jen. THey have been so wonderful, sometimes challenging yet so so rewarding. My hardest challenge as a father is trying to balance how i can provide financially for my family, yet still being able to spend time with them. It has been a juggling act, with constant support from Jen and frequent visits to work with the lil Bean mean the world to me. I will always stay motivated for this lil one. SO much love Ayla, so much love.